RAMBLINGS
An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Monday, December 25, 2006
A rather complex story of fear is what i would like to excavate here
there are 2 things i would rather pu to perspective first here
IT is more humiliating to deny fear then to run away from danger
fear is a percusor to much possibilities good and bad
a simple fear of being reprimanded by your parents for coming home late can erupt a boiling thunder deep in our souls that we shall nevr know and thus eventually a lust of vengences slowly emrging developing and consumes thy souls that is when a possbilty of believe it a or ot an evil rise of a man whom can either make or break the world tormenting others and slaying all
another possibilty
is obstinance sometimes a persons may look tough and inflict harm to others by words,physical assaults,or not doing anything at all
that is when others suffer at thier glee
how strange when all that lies inside of them is just a blood tainted victimised soul are we suppose to sympathise?or ostracise these individual?
when all that they have ever done is actions motivated by a fear they camouflage
and like i mentioned earlier it is even worse when they deny the fear by proclaiming
emos and goths for example are freaks of emotion when they themselves have been thru that phase of emotional anguish that they now denounce
laying waste by labeling emotional indivduals as faggots or gays can sometimes be a reflection of oneselves
and to summarise ita all fear is something needed but fear should not guide our actions
andmost importantly i say it again its worse to deny fear than to run away from danger
Another Ordinary Story at 9:32 PM;