An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

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colours
have alot of meanings too diverse to be ranged here
coulors are beatiful a personification of JOY
or is it?
its rather strange that in this modern world where every creed and religion is free
And evrthing that we ever dreamed on can be achieved thre lies a crevice that divide us all
racism a divsion of colurs divided bt men is still in a way prevalent
y?in this world the character should be base on the individual.
not a model that that tarnishes
love has no boundries a relationship shold not be divided by colour
an employee should not be looked twice on the skin
and among others
why are we creating big boundaries wen each individual have their innerr qualities?
and why are we having animosity on each other when all that can exist is harmony and peace
till then this is part one.peace out

its kinda funny delibritaing on this matter for many questions are left unaswered but then agin the answers will leave u instead with pain and more agony
have u ever been dumped?
or have ever dumped any one?
when a relationshipp ends
its always messy a clean break is nonexistent
the result will be either one party writihng in emotional pain while the other sigh in relief
or both parties feel a relief or even worse both are suffering
but the matter of focus here is the aftermath
its really painful to know that someone u deeply love suddenly turn his/her back on you...
tho u vow nt to forget this love and less still move on
but being obsitnate will onli further your agony but have you qustioned the fact that are u nt moving on bcus u love the person or u want to prove yourself?to whom?
and for those who alwaysds remeber the good times and how sweet everything WAS thinking about the present makes u laugh at the fact how scarred and broken everything is now,war occurs,divorce papers fly,lawsuits,accusations
its reallyhilarious that on oath of love was made mutally when the love has evolved to a sinster hate
and the worse feeling is straddlind in that thin line of both emotions
u dont noe whter u hate or love all that is left is a vanishing point ofa black hole and urr emotions are numb
when all that is left is a void of emptiness
that is the thin line between love and hate

ALL hail the king
and thy shall bow down to his might and power
just why am i here
serving the purpose of another...
and that command that beckons me is not by any means superior
bt deciet that lies beneath the royal shell
why am i bowing down at the feet of my fellow men
when by all means we are of the same structure
blood.bone.heart.mind
now mind....
thts what is the ultimate reason..
or rather the most reliant excuse of a scapegoat to divide us all.
its rather puzzling to actualli bow and be commanded by your own kind
whats is the soul for then?
where is our dream?where lies our passion for freedom.
not freedom from sins but the freedom to make choices and not be commanded bt the superiors?
yes our choices may not at all be perfect
but deciding on them is what is meant to be relished most regardless of the outcome that we cant forsee for our path is ours
and our destiny is in our hands
the responsibilty is ours to bear and the consequences too
oh when will realisation comes
will it be too late then?
to realize our destiny is being pulled by the puppeters and our freedom is not our property
and that will be when we realize our mistakes and that we have claimed the ultimate sin of controlling others paths and destiny..to become or rather to emulate god.
(this article is not meant to be an offense to any party and i hope this article can be realized for its benificial reasons and not twisted to become a controversial writing meant to be an offense)

wel wel dis is a rather a focus issue not meant as an offnse to ani party jus a collection of thoughts
aktuali its rather simple todaes topic....


hair..
nt ani hair but our hairstytle
its a popular phenomenon in spore
youth to be barred for national exams for havin'inappropriate hairstyle'
its a shame reali coz u c thers a dfinition of aprropriate and acceptable
the real meaning that is personalli i belive to be neat and unkept
i dun c it as moraly or socially wrong to have long hair
i find that we have to obey or be boycotted injustice as i believe our hair is our property god gave it t us
its our responsibilty to keep it neat.u c long hair is okay
however misconceptions owis run wild about a long haired individual as sum1 bein associated to vices.u see it does not draw any sense.hair and behaviour,it does no matter how long it is it is how YOU manage it.if u kep it tidy dat aint wrong in fact it shows ur a responsible individual.
misqoting an misjudgement is unfair
the past ppl owis detest against long hair as they consider it unsrupulous and sum1 who is sumhw a satanist,drug addict etc,genrarations have changed and i see it unfair for ppl to be judged by the length of hair rather than their behaaviour and capbilty,
however ego wich is aktuali an abuse of power due to being obstinate and unable to move on prevents us a belive...cmon we may not be geniuses,prodigys or even (no offense to all ppl)prophets.and they all have long hair and they kept it neat.
my main point ego should be squashed movin on and adapting to bein flexible is crucial to our society
my main point long hair aint wrong as u keep it neat.men should not take away wad is the property of an individual as men dun mke rules,sum1 else does...that is the one an onli guy who created evertyng,haha u guys shul noe wad i mean.drop in coomments guys.tag me tc.peace out

finally ladies and gents after a brief sabbatical due to unforseen circumstances,im euphoric to announce my return under a new blog.for those who have known me from phantom-melancholicdesires.blogspot.com please takr note that this is my new blog space.and well for those whom have not yet known me welcome an i hope that this blog will suit yurr tastes and maybe in a way learn a thing oe two.take that not as ignorance but just a welcome note.well till den drop urr comments and dark greetings.cheers

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